Thursday, 21 July 2011 ,♥
A new chapter, a new beginning .
I'm trying to change, be a better person . Yet when I'm on my way there, I keep tumbling down . Why is that so ? Why ?
Is it because I'm trying to hard ? Or is it because I'm acting foolish ? I wonder..
My life as a child had so many challenges, ups and downs . Sometimes, I feel ignored but all I want is to be loved . As a teen, we get misunderstood easily . Yet the elders say, " I've been through it all " But if you did then why don't you just understand ? Why ?
The path I'm taking is not easy . Change is not easy, I try and try yet, I fail . But i'm not giving up . Never say never is the word . We must stand strong, don't give up to easily . All of us are human so we make mistakes nobody's perfect like God .
I hurt you, that's why I want to change . To become a better person . I love you, dear.. I'm trying . It hurts to see the people you love in pain because of you . Sometimes, you can't even do anything about it . All the flashbacks come back to me . It scars me . Why ?
-Rina ♥